I'm trying really hard to get things right and as a result, every time I go up my heart pounds so hard it feels like it will pop right out of my chest. I've been getting better with the help of my VA but every time I go up is emotionally draining.
That said, I was practicing pattern work for my V-1 earlier this week. There was a new jargon that took a moment to sink into my thick skull but the controller was super patient with me and really nice. I love the controllers on PE.
Once I was in the air my heart was pumping full strength. I knew what to do but I was already off to a rough start so the pressure was on. To make matters worse, the controller was really busy this evening. On my second pass, I was ready to report midfield but I couldn't find an opening to let the tower know. I tried to squeeze it in a couple times where I thought I had an opening but somehow I was stepping on the controller and didn't know it. It wasn't till I reviewed the radio archive that I found that out.

I finally decided to turn to base anyway and tried one last time. The controller was nice and gave me clearance and was understanding when I explained why I was 3 miles out on approach. I was so frazzled by that point I asked to taxi to ramp once I was clear the runway to shutdown and watched my bud finish his last loop.
I assume I should have turned to base anyway when I was at the right spot and just kept trying to report. But what if I made it around to final and still hadn't gotten through. What to do then? What do you do when you're in a pattern and can't get a word in? It's not like approaching airspace where you can just hold until you got clearance is it?
The controller was really nice but this has left me a little more nervous than when I started.